... did you think I was gonna write about anything else today?
Story time, boys and girls!
I guess I should set the stage, though, huh? Okay…
In 1977, I was eleven years old. Thanks to a wonderful elementary
school librarian, Ms. Elizabeth Matthews, I was at the beginnings of my love
affair with movies. She had noticed that I was blazing through the usual books
at our school library and brought me some of her personal collection of books.
One of them was a huge thick volume called Warner Brothers Presents. It was a
history of the Warner Brothers studios and was full of details of the Warner
Brothers output from their founding until 1974, when it was published. And man,
did I study that book. I read every word to the point of memorization. I
studied every photo of Cagney and Bogart, Bette Davis and Joan Crawford, Cary
Grant and Errol Flynn, Gary Cooper and John Wayne. I kept that book until I got
my own copy for Christmas, and it became a mainstay of my reading. From there,
I had to know more about Universal Studios, MGM, RKO Radio Pictures and
Twentieth Century Fox. I memorized titles, cast members, directors,
cinematographers, screenwriters. I stayed up late to watch monster movies on
Chiller Theatre (Friday night, 10 pm, Superstation 17, WTBS, thank you, Ted
Turner…), and caught every other movie I could find on all eight (yes, eight)
channels.
But, then… 1977 happened. Specifically, the summer of 1977.
Everybody was talking about a new movie that had just
opened, a science-fiction film that was taking the country by storm. And, lo
and behold, it was opening at The Alamo, the one and only movie theatre in my
little town. Now, in 1977, in this little town, there was no real panic about
kids going to the movies by themselves. Nobody was scared of crime then. Your
parents could drop you off at the theatre, you watch the movie, and when it was
over, you walked out to the phone booth on the corner, called your parents, and
they would pick you up in ten minutes. Easy peasy lemon squeezy.
Three of my friends and I met at The Alamo, got our tickets,
our big Cokes and our candy (one of those super-size Chunky bars for me, the
ones about the size of a brick), and went to get our seats. I was a devoted
member of the “close, but not TOO close” audience, so I headed to the third row
left aisle seat, and let the others scooch by and sit. I did manage to get the
straw into the cup before the lights dimmed.
And then, it happened. The red curtain parted, the Fox logo
appeared, with that iconic fanfare. But then, the screen went black again. Instead of a movie, though, words appeared on the screen. Simple lettering, in a calm
light blue color. They said “A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away…”
Immediately my brain was spinning. “A long time ago??? That
means in the past! How can a science fiction movie be in the past?? What the
crap?”
Before I could even process those thoughts, with no warning,
BOOM! The first notes of John Williams’ score hit, loud and jolting, and the
words “STAR WARS” appeared. And more words! But they were scrolling up and away
from me! As I read, again, my brain spun. “Wait, all this has already happened?
We’re in the middle of the story? What the crap is going on???”
Then, the words faded into the stars, and, from out of
nowhere, we were shown the surface of a planet, one that definitely did not
look like Earth. And, from seemingly over my left shoulder, a spaceship appeared.
It was shooting at something behind it as it traveled away from me.
And then, again, from over my shoulder, the ship that was
chasing that first ship appeared. And it kept on appearing! It was bigger and
bigger with every second! It kept on coming until it completely filled the top
half of the screen! It was HUGE! The camera angle reversed, and I saw that
humongous ship catch up to the smaller one, move over it, and capture the
ENTIRE ship in some sort of docking bay. We saw legions of soldiers running
down corridors, manning battle stations, and, through all of this, we, the
audience, were all collectively thinking one thing – “I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE
HELL IS HAPPENING, BUT I LOVE IT!!”
I was instantly delivered from the small town movie house into
an entire world, hell, an entire GALAXY, that I had no idea existed, one that
was in a civil war that happened “a long time ago,” and I gladly and willingly
let that galaxy take me wherever it wanted to go. To say I was enthralled is
putting it mildly. I sat, unblinking, when the towering black-armored Darth
Vader walked onto the ship, cape swirling behind him. He looked like a robot,
with his mysterious control panel mounted on his chest, but, when the light hit
his helmet right, you could vaguely see through the dark red lenses of his mask
and see what looked like human eyes behind them. But his breathing was so
mechanical in sound… but why would a robot need to breathe? And who was that
absolutely beautiful young woman who was feeding something into that squat
little android? Was she the princess the scroll had spoken of just minutes
before?
The movie became more than just a movie to me – it became an
inspiration, a gospel, a religion.
I have no recall of anything my friends might have said to
me during the movie. I know I drank that big Coke because I crushed the cup
during the final battle to defeat the Death Star and nothing spilled. I also
know that I never even opened the Chunky bar. When the final credits rolled,
everyone in the audience, including me and my buddies, stood up and applauded,
something I had never felt the need to do before in a movie. I walked out of
the theatre, went to the phone booth, called my parents, and told them not to
bother picking me up because I was going back in to watch the movie again. I
don’t know if they said anything back because I hung the phone up after that
one frantic sentence, bought another ticket, and went right back to the third
row, left side, aisle seat, and watched it again. And I went back the next night,
and the next.
I saw the original Star Wars 17 times in various movie
theatres, most of them at The Alamo. My parents bought me a record album, “The
Story of Star Wars,” that was a cut down version of the movie, no visuals, of
course, just the spoken words, but I listened to that record until the grooves
wore smooth. To this day, when I watch the film, as the Millennium Falcon is
pulled into the Death Star by tractor beam, with that foreboding music playing,
my brain whispers, “… turn the record over…”
As I learned more about the movie and it’s creator, George
Lucas, I became fascinated by the fact that one man, a guy who grew up dreaming
about stories he wanted to tell, had created the most incredible tale, but,
more than that, he created a universe. A universe where rebel fighters fought
evil empires run by monstrous cyborgs cloaked in black had powers that were
only matched by a dying breed of fighters called Jedi Knights, where smugglers
with best friends who looked like Bigfoot were cool as hell, and farmboys with
no real idea who they were or what they could be could become heroes of the galaxy.
A universe that had giant orbital spaceships that could destroy planets, where
funky bars were populated by creatures who looked like nothing I had ever seen
or even dreamed possible, and where mysterious old desert hermits sacrificed
their lives so their code could carry on.
It became as real to me as anything I had ever been witness
to before, and, truthfully, ever since. Star Wars showed me that anything could
be possible, as long as you believed in it. If you had a story to tell, you had
to tell it, and tell it with every detail you possibly can, so others can
believe in that same dream.
I later read in an interview that Lucas had not only dreamed
up Star Wars, he had actually written an entire saga from start to finish
called The Star Wars, and had been forced to tell just the first part of the
story for that first film… which meant… somewhere out there… there was more
story to tell… a lot more…
To say I was hooked like a trout on a fly line is putting it
mildly. My father, bless his heart, worked for the ONE company in the COUNTRY
that had scored the rights to print bedsheets, bedspreads, curtains, and sleeping
bags with the Star Wars logo on them, and he brought home EVERYTHING for my
room. I had movie stills and posters and magazine covers thumbtacked to every
open space on two of the four walls of my room (the other two walls, with
shelves, held all my Universal Monsters collection, because, well, you don’t
get rid of perfection just because you find more perfection – you MAKE ROOM FOR
MORE STUFF!!). I had a Falcon model hanging from the overhead light that I
would lie back in bed at night and I would stare at that model for hours,
wondering what it would be like to pilot that beautiful “hunk of junk” through
the galaxies. I had every Kenner toy I could get my hands on.
So, gentle readers, tonight, being May The Forth, the day
now recognized as Star Wars Day, I speak to you as one who was a fan from that
first viewing, not on TV, not through a VHS or Betamax tape, nor from a disc or
HBO (but lemme tell you, when that movie hit HBO, I went from “rabid fan” to “movie
junkie…). You may have all the debates about the prequel trilogy, the follow-up
trilogy, or even the other two in the ORIGINAL trilogy, and I will join in with
any of those debates.
But, when all is said and done, Star Wars changed my life.
It opened every door in my mind to the infinite possibilities of film, of the
magic of storytelling, and of the power of one person to create a universe. And
for that, George, I will always be in your debt. I may not have always agreed
with your decisions, but, dammit, son, you brought my world to life. Thank you
for that, sir.


This is so very much my own story!
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